Sunday, January 31, 2016

True Love Way Review

Author: Mary Elizabeth
Genre: Contemporary, Young Adult, Mental Illness
Rating: Definitely more than 5 stars


Have you ever woken up one day and just felt sad? Not the everyday emotion but the deep rotted emotion that literally weighs tons on your back? It takes everything out of you. You are left feeling fragile, tired and bare. But you know what happens? We wake up the next day and we are reminded about all the love and light in our lives. The darkness slowly shies away and light becomes a dominant force. We forget about that sadness...

What happens when that sadness never leaves? Never gives you a break? What happens then? 

True Love Way is a powerful read. Not because of it has crazy action or over the top plot. It is powerful because of its words and the feelings it conjures. It is a perspective I have never read before. There were so many layers, so much darkness, so much light, so much life; it was stifling. Because of that, I will never True Love Way again. I honestly can't go through it again. I honestly think I lost a part of myself to this novel. 

True Love Way revolves around a town, Castle Rain, near Washington. There is nothing too special about the town expect for the fact that it rains and the cliffs by the shore resemble a castle barrier. Dillion and his family have been living in this small town for years. They aren't used to new comers. One day, the house that has been empty for years next to theirs welcomes a new family. One summer day, a few days before 8th grade starts, Dillion watches as a family moves into the house next to his. More importantly, he focuses on a little girl with heart shaped red glasses and bubble gum all over her face. He is instantly fascinated. 

We lie in the dark, in the middle of the day, making silent promises and voiceless convictions. 

Penelope and Dillion become fast friends. There friendship is built on truth. When school starts, they ride bikes to school together and altogether click. However, it isn't all easy. Dillion soon finds out that there are days where Penelope can't get out of bed. She is sad. She wear sunglasses everywhere she goes to feel invisible. The problem is the darkness within her does not ignore her. It taunts her, breaks her. The sadness is all consuming. 

Other times she threw up on herself or pounded on her chest until she bruised because she said it hurt on the inside. 

Dillion realises something is wrong from a very early age. He makes it his life to make her smile and always support her. Their bond is powerful. There is genuine love and adoration for each other. They bring out the best in each other. But the issue remains, will their bond be able to beat the darkness? It is a long journey, with ups and down, rights and lefts, happiness and sadness. I don't want to go more into it. Just know True Love Way is a story to be read and experienced. I am warning you it is a bit tough to get through. But so worth it. 

She trusts me enough to let me have her love. Penelope comes to me when she needs help.
But I can’t save her. 

I don't think I have ever loved a hero as much as this novel. I challenge anyone to find a better hero than Dillion. He encompasses everything good in the world; he is kind, loving, supporting and loyal. He is also human and there were scenes where my heart broke for him. But nothing compares to how my heart felt for Penelope. It was such a shock seeing the world from her perspective. It was almost chilling. But most importantly, I loved the LOVE in this story. Not only the love of a boy and a girl. But the love of a wife and husband, father and daughter, a friend. 

Sending my fist into the glass one more time, it splinters completely until my reflection is unrecognizable. I’m nothing but razor-sharp fragments, a kaleidoscope of wreckage. 

What Mary Elizabeth does so well is embrace life with all its faults and all. There is nothing else an author can do but be honest with the readers. True Love Way will stay long in my heart. Whenever I feel happy and light, I will make sure to be grateful for those moments. This was a bit of a personal review but I don't think I could have delivered it any other way. So please show this author some love, and read True Love Way

“Dillon,” Penelope whispers. “Sometimes I’m so sad.”
“That’s okay.”
“I don’t know how to fix it,” she admits. Emotion pools in her brown eyes.

“I’ll help you,” I say.


Find this novel on Amazon and Goodreads.

Sunday, January 10, 2016

Fuck Love Review

Author: Tarryn Fisher
Genre: Romance, Contemporary
Rating: 5 STARS!!!


“We were both on the search for something true at the same time. Sometimes a person’s truth is another person’s love.”



Fuck Love is a game changer for me. This novel is out of this world amazing. I sat through reading this novel thinking "OMG, HOW AM I ALLOWED TO BE PART OF THIS?" The story line is so authentic and so heartbreaking beautiful, I spent most of this novel in tears (but happy and sad). There are just stories that INSTANTLY click with you and this was it. From the first word in, I was hooked. Tarryn Fisher became my drug dealer and her books are my drugs!!!!

"...Being Single. It’s freedom and loneliness, exhilaration and inner calm. It’s the best high and the worst low.”

Have you ever had a dream that just changed everything? That alters everything you knew about yourself and your future? Well, Helena did! And from the moment it happened, her world changed. It was the sort of dream that made you question all the decisions that bring you to a certain point in life. Helena decides the dream is a wake up call to start living her authentic self and being the person she was supposed to be! She is a crazy, weird, bubbly, contemplative character and one of the best characters I have read so far. Most importantly, she is trying to find herself and accept herself. 

"I don’t want to be someone’s ‘girl who got away.’ I want to be someone’s ‘girl who’d I’d never let get away.'" 

Kit Isley is equally charming, honest, and compassionate. Their story gives me the chills even thinking about it now! :D They meet in college where they are both at different stages in their lives and have different commitments (cough cough). They spend a majority of the novel not knowing each other too well. Their friendship begins to grow and so does their trust. 

Because I’m not brave enough to change with everyone watching me.I’m scared of what they’ll really think of me. If I embrace who I know I am.

Fuck Love does have some romance, but saying it is a romance love diminishes ( just had a economics exam, mind my econ terms) its complexity and depth. I loved it with all my heart! What makes a great romance novel is incorporating all these other factors, such as friendship, family, truth and acceptance, into one cohesive evolving element. It was no overly-dramatic or angsty, it was a great balance between romance and a coming of age/a search for the truth. 

What does it feel like? I ask myself. Like cold air in your lungs after too much warm air. Maybe this is how you feel when you find your place in the world.

And, it is weird to say, but I don't think I will read it ever again! It was/is powerful as it is. 

“Okay, but I’m trying to find myself.”
Greer grins. “That, my dear, is the scariest thing you’re ever going to do.”
“Why is that?”
“Because you might not like what you find.”

Please read this! :D

Trying to walk away from something you love is like trying to drown yourself. You want to, but it’s unnatural to not crave air. Your body demands it; your mind says you need it. Eventually you break to the surface, gasping and unable to deny yourself that basic need of air. Of love. Of fierce desire.



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Amazon and Goodreads.